I have also been thinking alot about anger.
I have noticed in my life I am more apt to be the most angry at the people that I see as being able to love me inspite of me being angry at them.
My mother for example. part of it may just be that she knows how to push my buttons to the point that I blow a fuse. the other might be that she feels she can say and do things because she know that I am going to love her no matter what she does.
I have a temper. and it is firey and red and wrathful.
and it makes me yell and throw things and want to hit things with big sticks. If any of you have seen my dad try to work with his cows, then you have seen my anger. Me, I think his is hillarious and it doesn't surprise me when I don;t get taken seriously when I am angry. its just so cartoon like. I digress.
I am angry alot. its means I have to spend alot of time alone. As a child I spent aot of time alone because I would get tempered. I look at janice, she has my temper, she gives herself time outs. I think part of it is inherited.It must be.
any how
there are times to be angry. but I have become much more selective over when those times are.
and when to let go of it.