Squeaky cat

oh squeaky cat!

she is going to go to live with my mom.

so that means 2 things, she is going to go to a good house, and I get to go home for a visit.

AND since its calving season I am uber excited. I need to take care of my whole job thing, make sure I have one for example, then I think I will go up.

Oh I love home at calving season, sure I don;t sleep, become a hermit and pretty much slough off the shroud of civilization, but I love it! Everything about it. the animals, the solitude the lack of technology, the sun and the mud. and the smells. Even if I only get to be there for a little while this year, that is ok, last year I did all the calving except the last 3 weeks. and it was great. Nothing stabilizes me more than time on the farm. Nothing makes me feel more alive. And this year dad has some horses that he is boarding so that will be great too.

I wish I could be the person I am there all the time.